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Dreary Tranquility (Original Mix)

by Ponytronic

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having nothing likely to provide cheer, comfort, or interest

Despite being known for my optimism and providing a helping hand to anyone, it seems I can't do so towards myself in any way (aside from self-love but it's ever so finite).

And yet I'm perfectly fine and keep it to myself. I wish I were fine. I wish I could just keep those I care about close and never lose them. No matter what I do tho I just seem to lose them. I'm honestly just tired of it all and I accept the fact that I got no one else but me. I'm all alone. I'll keep fighting until I can't anymore. But I am tired and giving up hasn't seen more easier than now. But i'm needed and I'm looked up at so I can't really stop or give in just yet.

By no means do I want you to be alone tho, I just won't be making mistakes anymore. I won't be a burden for you any longer. You're free to do what you'd like, all to make you happy. That's all I ever wanted to do because you did bring me so much happiness again. But in the end even you had to leave. It's no ones fault, just life as usual.

I'm sad and hurt but what else is new. I'll just get over it like I usually do. I'll do me like I always have. It's all I got at the end of the day.

- Please don't put any credence to what I say, this was just written when something happened in my life. I'm ok now and I don't want anyone to worry. The last thing I want to do is make people worry or force them to check up on me just because they see this as 'wrong'

What I will say is that regardless do enjoy the song for me c:
It's what I wrote when I was down and venting on my own, I hope it can bring y'all peace and enjoyment. One day i'll be ok and I'll have my moment in the sun permanently, just looking at all of this like a bad and funny time in my life.

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released April 16, 2024
You - For listening and enjoying <3
Ponytronic - Writer, Production, Mixing and Mastering, Composition
Mirroredsea - Artwork

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