Watch on YT:
youtu.be/WL3L3HAR1lI
Artwork:
www.deviantart.com/mirroredsea/art/Two-clean-690811840
Welcome back everyone, I hope y'all haven't missed me too much π.
I have a lot to say regarding my recent absence but I'll save it for later. For now, let's resume the ever expanding and everlasting chapter and album rollout of Missed Hearts. (Haha yes yes I haven't forgotten)
Whether Vinyl knows it or not, despite being in however many months and years with Octavia she's just about clueless about her ideals, her thoughts in this whole relationship and well whatever goes on about her. I recently had an epiphany about this very idea myself. No matter what you do and say, sometimes relationships just don't work out and that's ok. It isn't your fault and it isn't your significant others fault either.
We're different people and beings even, no matter how much we try some times we just don't mesh well..... however that doesn't mean it's hopeless. Far from it actually, it means you'll get closer to the one you're meant to be. Being honest with yourself and communication is paramount to any good and successful relationship. Vinyl is slowly realizing this but she's being a bit bitter and depressed about this. She just loves Octavia and no one else, but she never stopped and wondered if she wants Vinyl just as much.
I've had to come to this revelation the hard way with a previous relationship. Although thankfully i'm happily taken now, before I found my significant other I often thought about how different my life would've been if I did get to be who I wanted to be with. I don't know about them now apart from some posts here and there and it seems like they're very happy now, it's time I do the same as well. You can't dwell on loneliness forever, do so and you'll lose yourself and your mind in the process. Will Vinyl do the same? or does Octavia genuinely does love her and they just need time apart to recover and try again?
I'll see you soon as more of the album unfolds, I hope you enjoy! ππ
released May 16, 2023
You - For listening and enjoying <3
Ponytronic - Writer, Production, Mixing and Mastering, Composition
Mirroredsea - Artwork